My final words were to Pip, after he saved me from the fire:
"Take the pencil and write under my name, 'I forgive her!'"
But still I died, weeks later, and Estella became my chief beneficiary.
AND DID YOU KNOW? The condition "The Miss Havisham effect" has been coined by scientists to describe a person who suffers a painful longing for lost love, which can become a physically addictive pleasure by activation of reward and pleasure centers in the brain, which have been identified to regulate addictive behavior - regions commonly known to be responsible for craving and drug, alcohol and gambling addiction.
*The above is referenced on Wikipedia*